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Friday, August 12, 2005

days before my birthday, the aftermath and up till now
i receive scoldings wishes and more scoldings or rather lectures
i sincerely apologise to the beloved ones that i have hurt
you all know what im talking about

and to you,
i do not know how long more i can take this
everytime i wish one day i could turn back time and return to the past
but i know the one day will never come.
no matter how much i envy the couples i see everywhere
how badly jealous i'll get
its useless
its pointless

everyone needs and wants to be love
by family friends and that someone special
i had the two of the above mention
but there is still one missing
and do you know its a torture?

i get all light up when i see your msgs, calls and you
but when you give me the cold shoulder
ignoring whatever i sent you
dont take whatever i say seriously
it hurts

everything happens in a club
you told me you'll be like this
fine
i accept it and take it all
but when it really happens
it was killing me from within and it was horrid
and yet you can take it lightly and not give it a damn
you hurt me once again

i dont wanna carry this on anymore
i love you yet you are hurting me
let me tell you something,
i'll never forget what you said when you were drunk that night
those words are like grinding glass chips against my heart
you'll never feel me anymore cos you've changed

like what you said to me,
you are irreplaceable in my heart.

<3 wyann 3:17 AM

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